…siMpLe thoUght of MEdio…

gila…banyak banget jo’ yang harus diperiksa…dari tadi siang, baru kelar sekarang.

ah,payah ne praktikan gw…masa’ nilainya below the average semuanya see…i don’t guarantee if some of you are failed…hehehe…padahal soal ujiannya akn g susah2 amat…makanya belajar dunkz…kebiasaan orang Indonesia si, cuman pelajarin apa yang udah dikasi doank… (padahal gw ndiri juga gitu…hehehehe…MAAP!!).

well…this is my 3rd day of my weekEnd days…not all my plan are accomplished…D*MN!!! it’s ok…at least i still got a great rest last day…

well…that’s all my report for this week…my weekend still least a day…pphhiiiuuuhhh….still sleep a LOT and eat a LOT…hahahaha.

Today is the last day before quite long weekEnd…*i’m smilling wider… :D*

4 days weekEnd jo’…hahahahaha…i think i should start to planning my holiday from this afternoon…mmm…let see, tomorow i’ll be rested my self ALL DAY LONG at my bed…hehehe…joined me?? and eat A LOT!!! i’m hunger recently…sometime i just ate once a day…too many thing should be done here…he..eh..

the day after tomorrow i planed to meet my pals *MISS YOU a lot guyz…* (Shin…kangen ni g ketemu lu SEBULAN lebih jo’…tapi lu jangan berharap gw bayar pulsa ke lu yee…blom gajian ne…heheeheh)…mmm, ngumpul sambil makan enak kali…btw, lagi pengen makan apa ye…(even i rare to eat "Proper" food…tapi g jarang akhir2 ne gw dapet makanan enak trus…semalem spagetti seporsi gila ndiri, the day before… big burgers till drop!!!, "nasi padang" *secara yang paling gw doyan BUANGGEETTT*…kadang dapet dr kantor, blom lagi CEMILAN2 yang menjanjikan "KEGEMUKAN"….wweeehhhhh….), mungkin "Sate Padang or even Soto Daging-Santen, or maybe a JUG of COKE…any idea??? I’m planning to withdrawl my money at Friday…but shamely it national holiday!!! D*MN!! i’m drying OFF here…

yupz…another saturday…Lab visiting time…hahahaha…iseng2 aja mo maen ke Lab. But still can be changing… "Shin, Chik, Pand, Phe, Din, Frq, Nin…kangen neee…hhaalllaahhhH!!!

aktifitas sosial gw kurang neee!!!! kalo gw salah satu karakter "the sims"…pasti gw dah run-out-of-social nee…hhaaahhhh…..

and it goes F**KIN’ SUNDAY…yea…just a day before "the Tired Days" start all over again…hehehe…i should be grateful for still having a job yee…DASAR MANUSIA!!!

yea…yea..yea…hope my weekEnd goes fun!!! *berkata sambil menerawang penuh harapan…hhhaaalllaaahhhh!!!!!*

well…at least i still can rested my body this weekEnd…

btw…i’ll be out-of-service yak this weekEnd…DON’T CALL ME FOR a JOB…hee..eeh..

bye gUyz…

*Miss you a Lot nee….*

-mEd’z-

kemaren malem gw n keluarga ngobrol2 seputar kegiatan sehari2. sampai lah saat om gw komentar tentang wardrobe gw sehari2. sebenernya yang komentar itu "tetangga2" gw yang kebetulan sering ngumpul at the corner of the street i passed everyday. they’re asking if i was my uncle’s nephew. they put some comment in the way i dressed everyday, secara tiap pagi kan gw kalo kemana-mana selalu lewat tu jalan. yang bikin BAD MOOD is…they put unGOOD-sound comment of me. Sampe2 mereka komentar tentang "baju" gw yang katanya terlalu "pendek"??? he..eh..???bingung kan lu??? gw sendiri yang punya baju bingung?! padahal gw rasa baju gw pas2 aja gw pake…fit on body, fit on size. emang si untuk ukuran baju2 yang dijual di khalayak umum baju ukuran gw bisa dibilang "kekecilan"…lha wong yang make’nya juga "kecil" kok…gw kan g tinggi-tinggi banget…ngapain juga gw make baju yang "kebesaran" ato’ "kepanjangan"…mo jadi orang-orangan sawah?! lagian juga baju2 gw kan bukan ready-to-wear, in case i made it by order. so pasti kan disesuaikan ma ukuran gw yang g terlalu "tinggi" n g terlalu "besar". so…punya hak apa mereka komentar "baju gw terlalu kekecilan lah…baju gw terlalu ketat lah (ketat…?!GILA APA GW?!bisa abis dilecehkan tu….!!!hahahaha)…baju gw g da seninya lah (mangnya gw mo nari "Wayang Orang" apa pake bawa2 seni!!)…g enak dilihat lah (perasaan gw g pernah pasang marka "wajib diperhatikan" de…!!)…bikin risih orang lah (seharusnya yang risih itu gw, bukan mereka!!)…blom lagi gw dibilang g pantes pake "baju2" itu di kantor (secara tante gw yang laen berbicara), kalo mau pake setelah office hour ato’ pas lagi weekEnd (dia bilang "baju2" gw itu lebih pantes untuk acara casual dari pada resmi)…lho?!!! sebenernya yang pake baju itu gw apa mereka sih?! kenapa mereka jadi "pusing" sendiri?? dan gw yakin sampe saat ni yang baca ni posting mikir kalo’ "baju2" gw yang gw maksud barang yang bener2 aneh…mungkin juga kebanyakan dari lu semua mikir kalo "baju2" gw tu a kind with "Ivan Gunawan’s wardrobe"….hahahahaha!!!! YA ENGGA’ LAH!!!! "Pakaian2" gw tu ya pakaian2 normal sehari2 yang biasa kalian pake’ aja…bedanya…it made on size in me ato bahasa awamnya "body fit", coz most of them r made by order. jadi lebih "enak diliat" juga "enak dipakai". g da tu istilah "ngePressed Body"…mang badan gw bagus apa pake di press-press-in!!!hahaahha! hari gene pake "kegedean" … get real dude!!!! sapa si yang g seneng ngeliat orang yang apik berpakaian (hhaallaahh…bahasa lu tuh Med..med..!!)..kecuali orang2 yang ngomongin gw tadi (dan gw yakin sebagian besar dari mereka "job less", saking g da kerjaannya…ya komentar doank bisanya!hahaha!). but in other way…gw yang ngerasa sedikit GR gitu de…(kok bisa ya diomongin orang malah GR…manusia yang aneh…), kapan lagi gw bisa "diomongin", secara selebritis gitu de…hehehehe (walaupun masih sekitar kompleks doank?!). mungkin kita bisa liat dari masalah gw ini, kenapa bisa terjadi pro n kontra tentang RUU APP. disatu pihak sebagai penentang (termasuk gw), kita ngerasa ngapain sih hak kita untuk "berpakaian" (khususnya) harus "dibates-batesin". Sebenernya kan indikasi yang "porno" itu timbul dari otak masing2 pribadi. kaya’ gw berpakaian…gw ngerasa nyaman (even kancing atas selalu kebuka satu!hehehe!) dengan apa yang gw kenakan…kalo’ orang mo berpikir gw gigolo ato’ bahkan gay sekalian…itu urusan mereka…(sukur2 gw bisa jadi mood lifter..hhaallaahhh!!!!). kalo’ mereka "risih" dengan "pakaian2 sexy", mbo’ ya jangan dilihat toh…yang punya pikiran porno kan dari yang lihat itu sendiri…sedang yang memakai si fine2 aja… gw inget satu slogan yang pernah gw liat sambil lalu…"kita memang bukan negara Barat (Amerika), tapi kita juga BUKAN negara ARAB…", kaya’nya cukup jelas de makna tu slogan (so…gw g perlu jelsin lebih rinci kan!)…gw setuju banget!!! bukan gw g "beragama", tapi kita harus hidup ber-toleran kan? gw nge-hargain (respect) kalian semua, so kalian juga harus bisa nge-hargain (respect) gw in return donk!kita enak, mereka juga enak. satu pesen esensial dari cerita n opini gw diatas…"guyz…kalo’ kalian g’ ingin di GANGGU pleasee…kalian harus berusaha untuk ngga’ ngeGanggu yang lain juga…so lu enak…yang lain juga enak"…simple kan…yah…life is simple…some time kita nya aja yang bikin itu semua "ribet", coz why…karena kita semua udah g da kerjaan lagi…n ngeGOSIP itu merupakan pilihan yang "menjanjikan" buat sebagian besar orang (apalagi sambil ditemenin kopi n para biang gosip paling T.O.P). Sampai2 gw nyimpulin, kalo impian kita untuk "menjadi sesuatu" g bisa kita wujutin…mendingan ngomongin "orang2" yang udah berhasil ngewujutin yang mereka mau aja…lebih gampang kan (untuk orang 2 bodoh pastinya…heheeh!!). it’s a human. caoo…

yesterday i read my horscope in one of magazine, and it said that i should be grateful for all those thing that had been gave to me. and i shouldn’t too much complained about all thing. everything has its portion, so do i. i was thinking for a moment, and suddendly strucked…that’s what i never realize this long. i always complaining almost about all thing that happened to me, especially about my recent job (and my new Boss of course!!!). more i thought…more i felt guilty.
when i’m thinking how easy my life is, i become surprised of those fact that it is a realy "simply life", not so much complicated as i thought before. i got a job to do, i got family to care of, i got friends around that always support where ever they are, still got house to life, food to eat, lot of people to hear my story in every day (whether they’re care or not), and i still got He’s blessed to be grateful for. and one thing i forgot this long is, how easy the way that has been opened to me.
(DA**, Broken Vow - Josh G. is Running)!!
recent day i always complaining about how difficult my jobs here, and how SU*K my boss are…but now i realize…it wasn’t so difficult as i thought before!!! i’m to over-feeling about those thing. it’s true that my boss are "bossy" kind…but more i known him, more things i’ve learned. he’s not that much cruel (and i must confess that he’s getting kind recently). and about all task that been gave to me…it’s a job’s risk! more task to be accomplished, more things had learened (i just realized!!!).
sampe - sampe hari ini gw ter-inspired sebuah lirik lagu (gw lupa penyanyi nya…) "everything, is everything. the more i talk about it, the more i lose control" … hehehe, anyone know who sung it?
well, ada benernya tu lagu…the more i talk about my life (in meaning of complaint), the more i lose control (the more i feel unsecure, and more i feel uncomfortable about all the thing that i’ve already achived this long). btw tu lagu masuk juga ma situasi yg gw selalu complaint di kantor…the more i talk about how suck my office day…the more i lose control about my self…and in the end, it’s only a regret! coz the trully is, it wasn’t that bad. ooouwww…i feel guilty now!
now i should learn how to be greatful for my job. less complaining, less uncomfortable i got, and more simply my day will.
thx blog to still want to hear my confession. thx to have YOU too.

heeeyyyy….it wasn’t my fault!!!

gila ya tu orang!! he asked me to printing the documents, but he was blamming me for those fault that i event don’t know whose made those documents. i just printed it out!!

wat’zAmadder wit yoooo!!!!!!!

well…while i laid down yesterday…something was bothering my mind.

how it will be when the situation will return to a situation that you ever felt before, and you don’t felt comfort with those situation. what are you gonna do…just accepting it as it’s the only way your life move…or try to struggle in order to keep your freedom and well-being feeling that you already comfort this long?

i think i’ll faced that situation in not so long again…i want to have guts to be able in struggling to standing my freedom…in covered by strength but week inside.

hhhaaaahhh….life some time never goes as our hope.

what a day……….ppffiiuuuhhhh………..my comp was suddenly re-starting, i was hacked!!! but the worst was when it got slower than usual. i even can’t click the start-button and entering the safe-mode. i was so panic till i finally got some help here….(hehehehe, sial ketauan GAPTEK!!!).

this week, especialy today, quite many thing should be grateful. after all thing that made me quite down…a bit nervous…lot interrupted…some unconfident feel…and a couple of sadness.

lot of thing that i had learned this week. just a week…

you know what, my bos called me "Pablo"….hahahahahaha….i never change my name dude! but sound’s cool…hehehe!!! maybe next time you should call me "Pablo" also…. ;p

He put a lot of comment on me this whole week!!! i can’t believe it!!! start from all my work…until the wardrobe i wore!! he said that i shouldn’t use to bigger belt (actually it’s a standard size belt!), change with a little one…and also about my trousers, i should  wear it a bit higher fr my hip, coz i’m too much visioning my bottom area??!!! WHHAAATTT a WEIRD!!! i’m greatful to having a great butt!!!hahahahahah!!!! and all those f**king comment! hahahahahaha!!!!! include about how easy he told me to modify a company database without having any data-flow-diagram…well…that’s a JOB dude…a real life is!! and i also ordered to translating a paper for him!!! i’m wondering what’s my real job description are here??!! (;-_-)?

well…once again…that’s a real world dude…life is hard!!! and Jakarta are not different!

that’s all my one week with my job. hope a better week tomorrow.

it’s almost a week i’ve been here. tHx God evryThing goes well. the unbelievable thing is…i even able to came not late…hehehehehe…the thing that i realy rare to acomplished. i even already on the street while most of you were sleeping!!!

but it realy soak up my energy…coz i still got to college in the evening. what a week!

well…adios for now… cu on sweet friday…hhaaaLLLaaahhh!!!!

wwwhhhhoooaaa…………..i feel so tired for almost three days.
i just begun my job. quite fun…..trully is…to much assignment to do!!! S**T!!!
tapi kudu tetep SEMANGAT…….SEMANGGAAATTTTTT……………………cciiiaaattttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *apa see….. (;-_-)? *