…siMpLe thoUght of MEdio…

My boss ask me to help preparing documents that needed for few next days. Part of my office move in to Cipanas area (suburb near to Bandung). First I thought it goin’ to be a “bore” stuff to do…but recent I feel I can walk with it in cool (b’coz I reminded by the last time I got out of office work back in Yogyakarta few months ago when I had no time to enjoy my being in a town that I never been before for the whole of my age!! And all I can do was only workin’ and workin’ all the time till late). This time, I got a bit better one …I guess… *Damn…”It was a very good year” fr. Robbie William start to killin’ me at this 1.37 am…quite late to reminded of you in this damn cold weather*. Well, I don’t feel sleepy yet…perhaps too much caffeine I took this night.
          I just finished some paper to go, but I’m not sure what’s goin’ to come after. At least I’m still able to enjoying my being here…hehe. I miss my office and my virtual world where I used to be…and wondering the time you’ll come to buzzing me each time you were appeared.

Why do all good things come to an end??…mmm…cleaver question I think (inspired by nelly furtado latest hits). We all know (most time I guess) that everything always come to an end…hate that but can’t deny. Like those time when you and I came together…but never ending like it was supposed to be…no..no..like it was on-my-wish-supposed to be. Poorly am I ?! but I guess I can walk through with it…I understanding our being.

I don’t know why I hate to get personal to someone. Feel strange inside everytime I did that. It’s true that I’m an easy-to-fall person…but never last for long (at least to a few person that I ever tryin’ hard to ease them from my head … but most time I failed..haha). I feel I’m kind of freak whose afraid to failed so choosing to avoid those risk that perhaps could be a bit better when I’m brave enough to fall once again. I’m kind of easy give-up man, I loose before I’m battling my war, and I denied all feelin’ I felt inside. I hate become a picky. But I’m not easy to trust to some one. I didn’t have a “click” to most people I met. But when I had…I pass them…I DIDN’T GET WHAT’s BEEN WRONG WITH ME! Uncertain circumstance is the main problem that I’m facing with most of time.

Some one said to me that “loving some one is a precious thing that a man can do, and being in love is the most beautiful thing that someone could ever feel”… so don’t (“never” perhaps the best word to describe) afraid to involve in love circumstance…coz all you need is just “surrender to the feeling you felt inside and let love lead you a way”…like Pearljam once said “Let down Your arm…and surrender to me” (what’s the link of it?! hehe). *got a bathroom break a moment*

Hey…how ‘bout Bali??? I think it’s a great idea. We can find a cheap flight to go on September/October I guess. Beside, we deserve for our day off already. We can having a week travelin’ in Bali. I’ll take you to spend the days trippin’ around the place that perhaps I haven’t had also before. We’ll take morning flight so we can arrive at noon and looking for some cheap motel to stay (if I haven’t book any). I can find a Rp. 40K motel/day with good facility, beside, we’re only stayed for rest only…we’ll goin’ to have most time being outside together. After we’ve got one, it’s cool to have some lunch around Legian area (I know a place that serve cheap Italian food..hehe). We’ll goin’ to spend our first day at Kuta street and watching sunset at beach, perhaps with having a cup of cold Cappucino and bread, and get used with the weather and the circumstance..hehe.
I’m goin’ to take you to Ubud (I love that place) and take a foot-walk around (I bet you’ll gonna like it) and perhaps we can find some cool-cheap silver ring. I think we’ll better to wake up late at third day, b’coz I want to take you to have some night living along Kuta or Legian area (and we’ll be bustin on tired after all). Waking late is a gift that perhaps never try to pass it  everytime you’ve got a chance. How bout having a motorbike trip to Uluwatu? There’s a lot of beauty that you can captured, beside I will take you to some magnificent beach that I bet you never had one in your life time before…so awesome! And we’ll goin’ to end our day at Nusa Dua watching some art performance with having a coke and hotdogs, or perhaps walking along GWK site that’ll be cool to seen at evening time. I prefer to spend my fourth day to stay and having around Kuta, looking for cool stuff and having lunch near by the beach. Or perhaps enjoying the rest at room with having lots of breadtalk and coke (bad idea with the last thing!). we can walk along Kuta beach and get some shot (we’ll goin’ crazy with pic).We can spend our last days in bali with hunting some stuff to gift, and perhaps enjoying our last sunset with having a great chat in beach (if it wasn’t crowd at that time). I forget to take you to a high places, but we can arrange that easly..(but sorry I can not be your guide..hoho)…mmm…sounds it’s goin’ to be a cool trip I guess…what do you think? Actually there’s still lot of thing that I really want to do at our trip…but it wasn’t wise enough to planning so many trip before we’ve got a fix one. Well…at least that’s what I’m hoply able to be accomplished at this year.

no idea anymore. Bedtime I guess … I miss you.

yupz…you never understand. never.

you never know. will never …

BBTTTTTT…………..HHUUJJJAAAANNNN TTRRUUZZZ……it’s getting harder and harder this long!! i’m tired…i’m sleepy….help me GOD!!! I’M STILL AT MY OFFICE AT 10PM!!!! and i still should get up early next morning!!! DAMN!!! Please send me somebody ….  hik..hik..