Yah…another day yet came away.
this afternoon i spent my time with checkin’ out my friendster…till i came to a picture of us couple years ago (before you left … hahaha). suddenly i reminded to a moment, not too long but it leave a mark quite eternal…and why the music played here somehow suit to the moment!! (Lara Fabian - I Will Love Again).
I don’t know where are you by now…and still try to deny that i really want to know it…
Damn…today i feel very upsad and dissappointed to my day!! i’m at Yogyakarta for some job here. but everything seems goin’ upside-down. i thought i’m gonna having some stress release here from my routine, but i’m not abseloutly right! it more depressed out here. don’t even try to make any mistakes or everyone will yell out on you! DAMN!!
i came here at 4 in the morning (suddenly reminded to Gwen Steffany’s song!) without having any bed to slept! the Guest house are all booked! so i awake till morning came out, after some torturing being stayed for 12 hours car tripping from Jakarta to Yogyakarta!! so we decided to stay at Jayakarta Hotel (better that Plaza Hotel last year i guess..) and came at 10 am. i had some trip while having my lunch here at some a-la-carte restaurant in the middle of town (i forgot the name), and trully…they had awful taste food!! cheap but shame! i loose my appetitte. then me and my office-mate came around to Malioboro’s street (where you can find any art things here!), but shame on me coz my pal parked the car at the end corner of the street while the things that i look for are in the other side of the street that quite far away from the park yard. i spent almost 30 minutes walking (while choosing things around the path) to reach the place i headed (and almost take more than an hour to came back). the result was anger also mad faces from people who was waiting quite long for me to came back at the meeting point!! it wasn’t my fault at all!! i didn’t want to find Batik handy craft stuffs and such!!! and i really feeling guilty after…and it ruin my mood. eventhough so, but they still keep looks fine with me, and still talk like nothing happenenned. i really lost my mood after!!
Now i’m really tired to whole this day…i really need a good sleep at a really good bed…hope everything’s fine tomorrow…
ow, btw…i killed my bored by swimming 100m acrossing the pool. cool, it refreshing after tired so much.
this morning suddenly i reminded to one of my dream when i was as a
student…i want to be an editor! some kind in magazine or such. what’s
the connection on it?? well, actually i’m kind of feeling pity to my
self…i do become an editor in this my recent job, but not such like
what i’d dream before..and not in a magazine (obviously!!!)…just a
small editor for annual ordinary office report (what an unCOOL thing to
have!!! hahaha!!!)…in the simple way, i do the clean up after they
rush in arrange the report. i made it clearly looks "better" and
orderly…mmpphh…still, it’s an editor works!! at least i still get
what i was wanted (even in a different way…) 
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that’s the connection to what i’ve done in this recent days.
still busy in preparing report book for regional science and technology
dissemination’s seminar in Semarang…eventhough i wouldn’t came up
there 
mmpphhh…
