if only
Tuesday, April 15th, 2008Terima kasih Tuhan masih memberikan kehidupan ini sekali lagi…atas setiap hembusan nafas dan detak jantung hari ini…atas orang-orang yang belum siap untuk kutinggalkan.
i was in a car after having a job in Cipanas area. so tired and i fell a sleep at back seat while the car running fast at free-way. and suddenly the right-front tire was blown-up…the driver (luckily) still able to control the car which in speed of 120 km/hour not rolled over and thrown off from the road. Only with God’s miracle all the passangers were safe and there was no big accident happened, otherwise…
if i was died that day in that accident, perhaps it won’t felt hurt while i was sleeping. percaya atau tidak, saat istirahat Sholat - couple moment before the accident, something (i guess my intuition) whispered to me, to do "one good thing" before i left the Mosque. then i reminded to one wise man told about having a good-deed to protect your journey. i believe my intuition. and God save us.
i’m so afraid to die…i’m not ready yet. i cry. you can appreciate how meaningful your life after having so close to death. no…not now for me. i’m still alive…then so i cry.
the last face i saw before i fell asleep was the picture of you in my mobile…could be the last person i saw.
