The Love has running out of Time.
Two nights ago Piglet called Felix after Piglet stood in silence for whole two days. Felix was confused ‘bout the things that might turn Piglet mad. Felix was thinking that nothing was wrong with what Felix did before, but Piglet ignored Felix. And that night Piglet said that Piglet wasn’t mad to Felix, Piglet just “in having a deep breath-taking” about Piglet relationship with Felix. Felix said to Piglet there’s nothing need to doubted anymore ‘bout what Felix felt to Piglet. Piglet sad. Piglet said that the relationship between Piglet and Felix, somehow, in the end would never be work out. Piglet ever told that Piglet will marry someone who has already took a place first in Piglet’s life before. Felix stood in silent. Piglet was regret…and Piglet really felt guilty for has deeply entered into this relationship. Felix said there’s nothing to complaint ‘bout it. It was Felix own faults too, that already let Piglet entering Felix’s heart. Felix once ever told that Felix never wanted to involve into a relationship with someone who has engage with other. But Felix let Felix’s heart falling deeper into the relationship. And we both stood in silence…
Piglet wants Felix could be with another. Piglet said that Piglet won’t let Felix hurt deeper. Felix should find another one! Felix must be happy! And Felix must forgetting Piglet at the end. Let Piglet be the one that in pain, as long as not Felix. But Felix reject Piglet’s wish…because Piglet is the only one that Felix wants for this time. And no others. And so Felix cried…
Felix said to Piglet, having this relationship is a blessed to Felix. Felix was never care in relationships before, hard to listen, a quite selfish one, always ask to be the one who get attention in a relationship. But with Piglet, Felix was changed. Felix tried to be a listener, the one who tried to understand, active person in showing what Felix felt to Piglet, letting the selfish run-out, and be patient to the circumstances. Piglet also taught Felix to be a positive-thinking person (and Felix still trouble with it). Felix Love Piglet. Piglet Love Felix. But Their love is running out of time. Felix thought that Felix lived once. And Felix didn’t want most of Felix page of life was filled with sorrow, cry and sad moments. Felix wants to smile, laugh and be grateful in most of Felix’s life. Maybe people thought Felix as hedonist, but Felix thought from different side. Felix wanted as much as Felix could to cherished Felix’s world, shared with people Felix loved, took any chances that Felix had, and be what Felix wants to be. Felix didn’t want any regret in life for any chances may came… And that’s why Felix want to Love Piglet until the time is through… (no matter with or without someone new in Felix’s life at the end).
